barfing onto the page about how I'm washed up
I have always imagined self-improvement to be this abstract concept that is difficult to understand and difficult to explain. After all, if you know what to do to get better at something, you should just do it right? Then why do people struggle with it? Why does any self-improvement, whether it may be physical, mental, emotional, or skill based, feel so difficult at so many points in your life? I think I have tried putting my thoughts on it years ago, but I can't find where it is, so now with puberty past me, I shall aim to write about it once more! Let's explore and see what we find. One day years ago, in a Tekken Tag 2 stream chat I had the epiphany that, "You are only 50% on your journey to improve." The logic behind it was that you can only realise so much about your play that you can improve, and given what you can do currently you're only half way there, but the more you improve the more you realise you have to improve, and thus you are forever stuck